Excited about everything there. My trek to 30k achieve points I am most proud of. I think I say that mainly because most of it I've gotten solo. I get carried for my io and my il... but nonetheless, still happy about that.
This one felt impossible at the beginning of the expac but new mounts made it easier of course. The reward for that... this Spectral Ottuk mount. Flying otter mount.
Anywhose... 2k io was done as well, thanks to my boys for letting me tag along. Same Armoredon as the previous seasons just lookin all branchy and shit.
Aaaand, I messed up the other night in raid. Along with being one of the worst in there, I also was extremely greedy. Honestly I don't know why. I mean, my eyes got huge when I saw the items drop and instantly all that went through my head was..
I should not have put them on and just sat for a bit until my conscience kicks in. I don't think im being to hard on myself. Don't be greedy, be an adult, and think about guildies is what we talk about constantly. And unfortunately, I did not. I only thought of myself and what I needed. Disappointment in myself, and shame and dare I say disgust is what I'm feeling right now. I'm sure other people feel some type of way too, but just are not coming out and telling me straight. They don't have to... I know... cuz I feel the same and trust me, I'm beating myself up for it. I just got done listening to how selfish other people were and here I am doing the exact same thing. Gonna be a drama queen for a bit here, it almost makes me not want to raid or be an officer. What a shitty thing to do as an officer especially. Embarrassment kept me from doing some stuff today in game. When I logged in, made conversation but kept to myself for the most part. Running keys for wyrms, collecting pets and getting achieves. Felt like old times.
Im gonna try to sleep for most of the day as it is 6:00 am and I have not gone to sleep yet. "Try" being the operative word here. It never really turns out that way cuz I'll feel like Im wasting the day away.
