Friday, November 17, 2023

New Season...Yay?

Yes there is a question mark after that Yay...
But why Skully?
I don't really quite know. The motivation to play isn't really there. Yeah I'll log on everday I'll do my shit and then that's about it. I have no desire to really do anything. I find myself struggling to be entertained and my need to play solo has been creepin up again. I'm getting annoyed by little things that really should not be bothering me and as silly as it sounds, its bothers me that its bothering me. ugh vicious circle I tell you. I haven't been taking as much screenshots as I used to. I'm struggling to find good ones for my screenshot a day. Yeah I get them out every day (by pre posting them) but still I used to be able to pre-post them like 2 weeks ahead. and just swap out the dates as I get them on the daily. Feels bad. 
But no, I'm not saying I'll stop playing, just saying that I need to find my spark for this game again. Maybe raiding this weekend will get me back there, but then again, maybe distancing myself from guild stuff is what I need to do... I really don't know. I am an ear for some guildies and when they come to me with their issues, There's really not much I can do to help, or I try, but nothing gets done. Maybe this is what is making me not want to play. Yes I have alts and I play hidden, this is a really good option for me. But of course, I'm just talking outta my ass, I'd never abandon my main. She's my baby. I'll be fine, I just need to put my big girl panties on and get the fuck over it. Maybe I'm just so tired and RL is shitty right now It's just bleeding into everything.
Alright finding something to talk about...
Supposedly Demo is the better Lock spec to play. Don't make no difference to me. I'll still suck ass. I'm not the type of player to play a spec or class because it's supposed to be good. I hear so many times "ohhh I'm gonna play this now cuz they're getting buffed" and then a patch rolls around and then they're crying cuz they're getting nerfed. It's the same cycle, I don't know why people are so surprised and get all pissy. I've been playing Demo since the end of Cata. boring, I know... but I don't give a shit. I enjoy it so I stick with it. You figure tho for someone whos been playing this one spec this long I'd actually know what the fuck I'm doing... I mash buttons bruh.
But anyways... yay for Demo locks!
Random stuff:
- I need less then 1k achievements to get my 30k achievements... I'm gonna try too focus on that in the next week I think. 
- Blizzcon stream sucked, I would have rather paid a virtual ticket and get the option to watch all the halls, panels and competitions. 
- Expansion announcements was good tho. I'm excited for the next one, however its a damn year away, who knows if I'm gonna be playing this game in a year at the rate I'm feeling.
Alright I'm out of stuff in my brain. might be because it's 2am and im tired. I'll write more when I'm in a better mood. here's two cute screenshots just to lighten this drab mood I've created here.

Channeling my inner Shaman

playing with a baby Azure whelp